Owned Forever by Willa Edwards

Author:Willa Edwards
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Tags: Erotic Romance Fiction
Publisher: Totally Bound Publishing
Published: 2015-07-31T23:00:00+00:00

Chapter Eight

“You have to go after him.” Grant’s dark voice rumbled in her ear, more remorseful then she’d ever heard him before. This from the same man who’d whipped her so hard on a regular basis she couldn’t sit comfortably for a week. Granted, she’d asked for those beatings—begged and cried for them, actually. Now he felt bad for marring his brother’s pride.

“What? Why?” She stared in the direction Daniel had stormed out, anger billowing up inside her. Why did she have to go after him? He’s the one that walked out on them. He was just upset because her parents had walked in on her and Grant. “We weren’t cheating. We weren’t doing anything wrong.” Maybe if she continued to say it, she’d actually believe it.

“It’s not about that, Kate. Can’t you see he’s hurting?”

“I know.” Her voice sounded almost as rough as she felt. “I’m not blind. But I don’t know how to fix it.”

She pulled in a quick, shuddering breath. Her eyes were watery and her chest tight. She’d thought she could handle this. That she could balance the two of them. She’d let Grant be in charge of dominating her, and Daniel, she’d planned to marry so he’d know how much she loved him. But clearly, she’d failed on both counts.

Maybe it was a good thing this happened tonight? They weren’t married yet. They hadn’t made this permanent. She could still leave. It would kill her to do it. But she could. If that’s what was the best thing for them.

“I’m so sorry about it,” she babbled, her throat thick. “I thought I could make you both happy.” The tears overwhelmed her, blurring her vision. She wasn’t sure if he could understand her blubbering words anymore, but they flowed out of her regardless.

“It was selfish of me to think I could ever keep you both satisfied. I wanted you to feel in control and for Daniel to know I love him.” She paced across the space between them, her whole body trembling. “But I’ve only messed it all up. I’ve ruined it all because I couldn’t control myself.” She sucked in a deep breath, tears clogging her throat. “I love you both, so much, but I… I don’t know how to do this anymore.”

Grant stepped up toward her. He put his arms around her, and she fought back the urge to crumble beneath his touch. She didn’t deserve his comfort. She didn’t deserve his love. “It’s okay, pet. We’ll figure this out.”

She shook her head. “No we can’t. The tug of war between you is slowly killing me. Every time I let one of you down, every time I have to choose between you, it kills another piece of me. I can’t do it anymore. I can’t spend my whole life battling between you two, never feeling like enough.”

“Who says that is all yours to handle?”

She pulled back, looking up at Grant shocked. “What?”

“Keeping things right between all of us… Making sure everyone is happy and satisfied… That’s not all your burden to bear.

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